Volleyball

I am really good at making journal entries when I should be doing homework. I'm the queen of procrastination.I miss playing volleyball. I played for 8 years seasonally - also played club volleyball year round for 4 of those years. I was freaking fantabulous at that sport. I used to pick up the MVP award for entire tournaments. Sometimes I yearn to go back to those days. Hell, I hardly even have time to work out anymore. I miss the days when my most important responsibility was also my biggest passion. My knees can't handle any more volleyball anyhow. They're toast. I can't even bend my legs without an accompanying grinding sound, and I was told to stay away from impact sports 4 years before I stopped playing volleyball. I was in physical therapy for my knees for what seemed like eternity.I feel overwhelmed with responsibilities in general right now. I wish I were closer to being done with school. Sometimes I think about how much more enjoyable my life would be if I stopped going to school, but I didn't come this far for nothing.